Hello. I am the mother to several grown daughters, as well as two stepdaughters. I was always especially close with one of my girls , until a couple years ago, when she informed me that shes very busy at a new job, which is taking up all her after work time, and wont be able to talk with me anymore. I felt devistated, anddidnt try to contact her for over one year. A couple months ago, did leave a voice message on her phone telling her that I miss her beyond words,and that both myself and husband havent been well, the past years..I told her in the messag how much Imiss her, and that life is too short to not have Shalom. I didnt hear back ftom her until this past Thursday night. She appologized sincerey, with a teary voice, and told me how much she misses having her Mommy in her life, and how sorry she feels for the pain shes caused me ..I had so many conflicting feelings, listening to her..we spoke for over two hours, even though it was very late in her time zone . I had been Davening for my husband to have an easy time during and after a serious medical test, on Friday, which we has been waiting for all summer .I expressed to her that even though Im feeling terribly hurt , I do welcome her back into my life with a clean slate. I had read the story of Shaindels beautiful voice and song , before the tragedy . To honor her precious Neshama, I share my story. The renewed Shalom I have now with my daughter is just one of the thousands out there, and each one should give Shaindels Neshama an Aliyah.. ..Moshiach should come, Bimhera Beyamainu..Amen vAmen. Thank you for reading my story .

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