About 10 yrs ago a friend of mine was running a tehillim group for shidduchim. It was known to be a big zechus to be the head. And when one head got engaged they passed on the privilege to another single who wanted it.. the head BH got engaged and I was older than her. I asked her for the zechus if I can take over the group now that she moved on to marriage. She said “NO” she wanted to keep the zechus. It really deeply bothered me. It’s 10 yrs later now she has several kids and I am still single.

I want to say in public that I fully forgive her for all the big zechusim she kept for herself these past 10 yrs. I am mochel her and all the zechusim I could have gotten.

When we want something.. Hashem gives us the sechar even if we don’t get to do the action if we were prevented.

Hashem and all the Malachim see this mechillah. And it will bring the Geulah very soon I am sure!