My story is simple yet full of twists and turns. I definitely can write a book. I have read and reread the stories here trying to find a way to forgive some of the major players in my life who have hurt me. Instead for now I’ve found the small players. The large ones are intense, much too intense for now. I have chosen to forgive the special Ed director who followed my child for years maligning him at every turn whenever we tried getting him into another school (And this is shocking as she didnt see him in years). We didn’t realize until someone told me what was happening behind the scenes. BH Hashem overrode her and my child now has a great place. He truly was in charge. And the school that pulled out of accepting my child a week before it started. That’s a harder one to forgive but I’m working on it,. I’m focusing on all the good people that helped not the ones who did not. These are the smaller more hurtful stories in my life. The larger ones are quite difficult as they involve being medically affected for life and clinical grade PTSD. I have to daven to Hashem to help me forgive and heal. I love you charlotte and I’m doing this for you and for Klal Yisrael. And also so that my children will learn the value of Shalom and love one another. May Mashiach be with us soon.